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Tuesday 17 October 2017



Hi peeps!!

It has been a very long time. I miss writing in this blog so much but because lack of ideas I don't know what to write or what to share. But I just want to check in today because it is my birthday, 17 October or 17.10.17. If you see today's date, it is very unique and special of course hahaha. 

Wish you all have a nice evening and Happy Deepavali!! :)

SEOUL & BLACK

Saturday 15 July 2017



Sometimes how I wish I have someone who will understand me well, the way I speak, the way I behave, the way I think and many more. How I wish I have someone who will understand the way I love about a song and the way I describe it. I wanted to share how I feel about certain songs in my language/understanding. But no one would listen to it haha. I hope I will meet someone who can listen to all my rants and weirdness. I can be pretty and ugly at the same time. I hope someone will accept all my flaws without condemning it and vice versa that I also have to accept his flaws too. I wanna grow old with someone who will love me unconditionally, who can accept me for who I am. *why this post suddenly becomes too deep* 

I have couples of favs songs right now and one of them that I want to talk is SEOUL by LEE HYORI (it is a Korean song btw).

SEOUL, I feel like I can relate to this song. When I heard this song, I immediately fallen in love with it. This song gave a really soothing vibe and somehow also a darkness. When I read the lyrics (in English), I kinda related to it. I don’t know why but it feels kind of familiar. The song is not too dark but it is not a bright song either. It’s like in between of it. The song itself is very special to LEE HYORI – she explained that how SEOUL was born, it is from her experienced living in the city of Seoul. How she felt that she’s not happy and not being herself in that city. That she doesn’t enjoyed her time and she kinda lost herself. She wants to find herself back, do the things that she loves. p/s: if I’m not mistaken. I love the melody of this song. The music video of SEOUL is so beautiful and mesmerizing <3 


Other song of her that I love is BLACK. Black is for sure a dark song! Haha Well at least for me. Ohh gosh, I love the music video (MV) and I love the way she represents her song in that MV. I love the melody of this song, it is really good. BLACK is a song that want us to go back to the basic thing in life, because black itself is a basic color. Like she finds herself back, like being an ordinary girl. I don’t know how to describe this song actually. But the song itself is soooo amazing. I love it so much!







Well of course I do have a few English favs songs too but I’m gonna talk about that in the other post (well I don’t know when it is hahaha). 


Please go and watch her music videos, SEOUL & BLACK and give lots of love to that music video :)

Have fun!


cherry blossoms (sakura)

Thursday 4 May 2017


credit photos: webrowns.com

yes, i took these photos from that website as i didn't get the chance to see cherry blossoms yet. i love calling cherry blossoms as sakura since it is more special to me in that way. i love sakura flower since high school and now i am full time employee. it has been 13 years since sakura flower became my favorite flower. 

i would love to see this flower in the future. but i usually went to holiday during fall season so when do i get to see this flower haha. we shall see!

dokkaebi/goblin

Sunday 12 February 2017






























yes, i am one of the among people who got goblin's syndrome. to be honest i am so obsessed with this drama - until now. i can't get enough of it and i don't want to move on, yet. i wanna still be in this feeling for this kdrama - goblin. in fact i'm currently re-watching goblin episode 1 and gosh i miss this drama. 

fact - i don't feel like this for every kdrama that i've been watched. only apply for some kdrama, not all. that's why for me it is special feeling that i need to protect it while it lasts. okay, why i love this kdrama? the reason is because i love the plot itself and the way they all elaborate the characters makes this drama even more alive and charming. i don't really know all these actors and actresses. i only know about gong yoo, lee dong wook and yoo in na but never be their fan before. but man, now i am their fan. take my heart hahaha and ost (music) of this drama is really good. i've been listening the ost of this drama in everyday. i'm not be kidding guys. i love their bromance in this drama between gong yoo and lee dong wook (sometimes featuring sungjae). they are so hilarious and i love watching behind the scenes. they are so cute too. 

i already falling in love with gong yoo and kim go eun. they are so pretty and make me envious of their chemistry in this kdrama. i'm starting to like kim go eun's acting. she's so beautiful and i don't even understand why some knetizen said that she's ugly. gosh i sometimes really hate some knetizen hahaha i don't get it why she got so many hate comments on her looks. i mean she's a natural beauty. some knetizen - sometimes really annoying. 

i recommend to all of you to watch this drama and you will not be regret, trust me. i do not regret watched it at all. this is why sometimes i don't want to watch kdrama - because i don't want to involve with this kind of feeling. it is really hard to get rid of.  need some times to feel normal again (why so serious) hahaha.

anyway have a nice sunday evening and be ready for this coming monday. have a nice week ahead guys :)



Dear Diary 2016

Tuesday 3 January 2017



Dear 2016,

It’s the time of the year to reflect all the memories back. There are some good memories and bad memories that happened in last year. I want to cherish all good memories while bad memories will remained as lessons in my life. I will take it as a reminder for me to strive for a better life, I guess.

I couldn’t remember any events that happened in January until April 2016. Oh I forgot that my brother’s wedding took a place in March 2016. How could I forget those memories. I’m becoming more grandma now haha.

But I remember clearly what happened in May, in May I have office outing and I am the one who organized it with my others colleagues. We started to plan the idea from Feb until early May and the progressed is getting more intense and we were a bit stressed out haha. But after the event was done, we felt very proud and somehow it's feel worth of our time. Like, we did it! The event received  a few compliments and they said that this is the best outing (well include this outing, we only had two hahaha but nevermind). I had the best time planning all of these for this outing. Even though I felt like I didn't contributed that much since all the committee members are super helpful and active. But anyway I still enjoyed it!

In June and July, it's a Ramadan time and after that we were celebrated the Hari Raya (Syawal month) and I ate so many delicious foods. In Nov, my family (mom, dad & sister) and I went to Istanbul, Turkey for 9 days for holiday. Istanbul is so beautiful and mesmerizing.

In Dec, we did an exchanged gift in the office for New Year and also they gave money for me to buy a present for my birthday. And I bought myself a watch, Daniel Wellington (Classic Black). I love it so much. I am wearing it right now. Thanks my colleagues for the lovely gift.

And fast forward, we already welcome a New Year. I never celebrate New Year before this but this year my family and I happened to be at my cousin’s house for her daughter’s birthday party. 

Anyways Happy New Year guys!! Wish you all the best and a wonderful day ahead.